Just wanted to say thank you to for being you and sticking by me.

i dont know if this song was playing someplace or what ... but i have suddenly found myself humming this song from the movie - meri jung (my battle - for those of you dont understand hindi)

"zindagi har kadam ek nayi jung hai,
jeet jayenge hum,
jeet jayenge hum tu agar sang hai"

english translation -
Life has new battles, a battle every step of the way,
i will win,
i will win if you are with me"

Thank you for sticking by me.

For those of you who dont know - i went thru one of the worst bouts of depression (and i cant say i am still fully out of it - thou i am feeling better) and i said a lot of things i should not have and i did a lot of things i should not have - i am sorry for it - but when i get where i get - i am not me. if you all know what i mean. swetha just stay put and maybe even cried herself to sleep on many nights - i dont know. but i really wanna thank her from the bottom of my heart for still sticking by me.

i love you

yup that link sounds like a exact profile of mine.

:(

wow! thanks dear:) i never expected this.. but pls dont embarass me.. i guess as i had posted somewhere...thats this board was the only thing that kept me sane..
and u wont believe it.. i wud search fo some obscure place to post something that was on my mind.. not wanting Abhishek to read it( since i wasnt sure he wud like it or not).. but had to get it out of me:)
and even now.. we still arent exactly talking to each other much other than about work:) but writing on the board..sitting in the same house:) and literally in the same room.
and yes u are rt.. i did cry myself to sleep every nite... infact even yest:)
but its ok... i didnt marry Abhishek to run away in times of need....and something even Abhishek doesnt know.. i had to fight a real battle mentally with his family, my family, colleagues, friends,the doc... so now i am in all of their bad books:)))
big deal.. that doesnt worry me as long as Abhi is with me. and we will fight it together:)
take care
swetha
thanks guys and thanks MB.

Well...not much to say about this....it just show that feelings are strong forces on both good and bad.

I hope they manage to find a cure for it Abhi.

But since you both know that it will happen again....live as good as you can between, let no bagatelle disturb you !

Good luck to you both.