I think I get myself into this as well sometimes, where some days I just don't care about what happens, like on two occasions where I came really close to having a head on collision with a vehicle, I believe there has to be some kind of change happening for these sort of days to spring up.

I wrote this a few days ago and am finding everyone I talk with is experiencing strange energies on a change and flux basis.  There is conflict where none occured before.  There is judgements of others where you were once a patient person.  There is just so much change that it is hard to remain at peace.  

But, only peace will help you weather this storm of change and flux.  Find a peace centre within and remain there until the storm passes.  As to personal stuff...blackcat, perhaps you just needed to let your manager learn to cope and this is the only way.  Read what I wrote on this topic and see if it doesn't resonnate......



The world is in flux. The energies that are strongest in operation right now, are creating confusions, conflicts and upsets within the self and with others.

There are people right now suffering through the barage of energies that seem to assail them at every turn. From work place gossip, family threats, and all other conflicts, there are discomfort and even pain.

We can all identify with these errant energies. We can all feel their ability to cause pain and discomfort of body, mind, and spirit within ourselves. And this, then is where the lessons of spirituality come into play.

What do you know of your own spirituality? How do you handle all these pains? Do you consider a source of strength within to handle all that is thrown your way? Or are you stuck in the mindset of someone else is always to blame?

Spirituality means examination and understanding of self. After all is said and done, there is really only personal responsibility. This is a principle of the way I live. And yet, how easy is it to follow for those that proclaim their spirituality and way of life?

The natural law shows us that when we put a cause into operation (give it our thought energy) there is always an effect (it results in some form of response). So if we examine our lives and truly see what our personal causes have created, we realize who and what is responsible for its resultant effects.

We can change with this flux. It is the motivation to see that we have hit the brick wall of bad choices, bad directions, bad focus. Only we can decide what that means for ourselves. We cannot blame anyone else. Only we have the capacity to change it as well.

Those with the capacity to change now are going to higher levels of consciousness within themselves. This is a special time of spiritual awakening. We need to see it happening and how in our lives, so that we can be a part of the upward mobility of consciousness.

This will also aid those with less sight to know they are not in the upward path. When they realize there is more to be gained by insight rather than justification they will move with the change vibration.

Spiritalk, Is there any way that you could explain to me why I sometimes feel off tap with my surroundings, because if this dosen't stop soon I believe I will probable be meeting you all on the other side, I have had some to many close calls, it's starting to bother me now not knowing what to do about it.

It is just my observation of life...but it seems to me...we all need to get in touch with ourselves more.  We have the tools of our own consciousness (visualization, meditation, affirmation) and the more we practice to empower in the self through these tools the more we will be balanced, strengthened and able to cope with all that life is throwing our way (and there does seem to be a lot of throwing these days).  When any experience throws us off, we need to be in the centre of our own peace to cope and ride out the storms of life.  The more they come, the more we need to be able to do this for ourselves.

Begin each day rituallistically with affirmation, protection and positive focus.  Start with an affirmation (I like: God is in His heaven and all is right with my world...it is peace and calm...one of your own choosing would work as well...keep it simple) repeat during the stresses of your day and make it your last thought before sleep at night.  In this way, you will be leaving all your dramas, traumas, stresses in God's hands for solutions to appear.  Try it for your own balance.  

Then a protection exercise that uses the white light and a bubble of protection to filter all negativity from within and without in your life.  See the bubble like one blown from a child's soap bubble pipe complete with the rainbow patch (rainbows are such magical mystical symbols of bridges, connection, communication and uplift us after the rain with their colour and they come complete with a pot of gold at the end) and know that it filters all the negativity around you all the time.