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Posts: 1290 · Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 10:09 pm

I dont know who else to turn to .....my best friend who I always lean on is not around ........
I have been really ..blaaaaa feeling like I can not do anything correctly...
so here I sit airing all my dirty laundry to ppl who .. well do you know me ? do you care?

Is this energy being picked up from someone else ? or is this my own self destructiion?

I help others to the point that they walk on me .. Im nothing but a door mat to many! ok so i thought i had stoped that ........guess I am wrong .. there is always someone above you someone more powerful more strong that is waiting for you at the top of your ladder to just kick your butt back down..........heck i htink they have just broke the top of my ladder anyway so why bother climbing if one always just gets kicked down............

Im pissed at the world .. im angry am fed up ............
Im sitting here crying over something soo flippen stupid ...

- I didnt sign up for school - somoene had a fit about it so i didnt do it .. I should of

- Im threatened to be sued from another site ........for advertising my little yahoo group blaaaaaaaaa

- I had a friend who said she would work for me ...and backed out ..now in 2 weeks i will be over my licensing! ...........big trouble

- I dyed my hair and part of it is orange .......why? orange of all flippen colors ...........loreal is going to hear from me next!

- my flippen family are slobs they think im a servant

I am soo fed up ..............Im sick of all of this sick of life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posts: 464 · Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:39 pm

Dear Deb,
I know you and I care, can you contact me through the yahoo? my msn isn't working! If you need to talk, i am here for you!
Your friend,
Samantha

Posts: 10719 · Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 6:56 am

Yes I care Deborah!
But since I am fairly new on site and don't know you personal I will use your post as recepie. It's not in order to be funny on your cost!

Deborah wrote:

I have been really ..blaaaaa feeling like I can not do anything correctly...
so here I sit airing all my dirty laundry to ppl who .. well do you know me ? do you care?

I am sure many of us care, and as you feel confident in writing this, you do it right. When you air your frustration, you get it out of your chest and can put your finger on thing, which I will do.

Is this energy being picked up from someone else ? or is this my own self destructiion?

It's a negative energy which has build up because you haven't (or feel like) got any posetive energy back.

I help others to the point that they walk on me .. Im nothing but a door mat to many! ok so i thought i had stoped that ........guess I am wrong ..

Yes, people are like that, if you help, it goes around and other comes and if you are good in it,you get so many that it breake you down.
Only one solution, you must set the border...you must fight for your border, not think; I take 1 more, because there will always be 1 behind the 1, and none can save the world alone.

Im pissed at the world .. im angry am fed up ............
Im sitting here crying over something soo flippen stupid ...

Crying is good...it show feelings...it get negative feelings out of your body.

- I didnt sign up for school - somoene had a fit about it so i didnt do it .. I should of

Use this year to prepare for next years school, always trust your own intuition about such thing.

- Im threatened to be sued from another site ........for advertising my little yahoo group blaaaaaaaaa

remove your add, I don't think they bother to sue you, and if you are dooing what they ask...they have no case either.

- I had a friend who said she would work for me ...and backed out ..now in 2 weeks i will be over my licensing! ...........big trouble

Okay now you know how good friend it was, hope you manage.

- I dyed my hair and part of it is orange .......why? orange of all flippen colors ...........loreal is going to hear from me next!

Okay, and what so, wear it proud, you are yourself; not everyone else. Use it as your orange revolution

- my flippen family are slobs they think im a servant

Sorry but you "to blame", your family has learned that you do all for them, you have to put up border, you have to be firm in what you expect them to do, if not you will be their maid for the rest of your life

I am soo fed up ..............Im sick of all of this sick of life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To tell the truth, we all are from time to time, that's why it's good to yell it out, so one can be finish and go on

Big smile and a hug to you and whishes about a speedy recovery!

Posts: 100 · Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 9:30 am

Even though I'm a very new member (been here all of a few hours more than Rhutobello, I think), I can say that I care quite a lot, because I feel just the same very often, and have only just come out of a patch like that. There's a reason I made my MSN email address public, so you know you can use it any time you want, if you want to talk your issues out. In some ways I feel like the Grim Reaper - All people come to me sooner or later :P. Christ, that puts a sour note to it, meh, you get the idea. The invitation goes out to everyone too, not just Deb

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Anyway, as I was trying to say, everyone who I count as a friend has come to me at some point, and just make sure you know that if you ever need to, I'm practically always online. If my status is away I'm either at Uni or in bed though :P

Posts: 6486 · Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 9:48 am

Deb u know I can't put it in so many words like Ruthobello or Noobix (especially not with a broken hand). But still I do care for u, most of what Ruthbello says sounds better than what I could say, & we all are there for u. If swetha & sbhishek hadn't gone out of station, they would be the first to post here & speak to u.

Any time u need someone to speak, I will be there on msn or yahoo to speak to u. I care for u & so do many others on the site, can already see 3 other ppl before me.