We already both came to the decision about five months ago that we had to be together or completely seperate :(.  It just hurt too much not to be able to hold eachother in our arms.  Perhaps, someday, if fate makes our paths cross again, then we'll give it another shot.  As it is though, we both decided that the long distance relationship was hurting too much, because it's not as if I could ever go and visit her on impulse, and airfares were well beyond my financial grasp.  It's better this way, but sometimes I still long for her, and I'm sure she does for me.  Our souls are still connected.

Noobix I know what u are going through or actually went through, (not exactely, but still do) but trust me that was a wrong decision. But I am not blaming u, it is the fault of all the bloody aquarians, we always want it "ALL OR NOTHING", that has in turn ruined our lives many times. I hope & pray that u 2 meet one day. & Hope u don't make the same mistake twice.

A very good poem and something for us all to have in mind.

We might be some electrical impulses from far away, but are we serious, then we give much of ourself to those who will listen.
How good or how bad is it up to the recipent to decide, but we shall always respect other meanings, for none own the truth.

Loved the poem!

I don't think it was an "all or nothing" approach.  We'd just been doing the long-distance thing for too long, it was hurting us both to not be together.  Although it could also have something to do with my Chinese astrology sign, the Earth Dragon.  The Dragon always aspires for perfection in all endeavors, perhaps the Dragon in me just couldn't stand not being with her.  It was also contrary to my Earth element, because I was becoming depressed and unbalanced because of it.

And anyway, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't wish I was with her, and I don't hate the weakness in me that made me and her seperate.  I'm more or less trying to convince myself that it was the right choice, because realisticly, our lives are taking completely divergent paths.  I'm going to be moving to Japan, and really, in Quebec, there's no place for a Japanese teacher who doesn't speak a word of French.  She's probably going to stay in Quebec, because all her family and her best friend are there.  I say "if fate makes our paths cross again", but that would have to be a pretty big push from the hand of fate.  If that ever happened I'd quickly become a devout Christian, because it would doublessly seem like the will of God :P

i know its ur choice. and u must have made it after giving it  alot of thought.. i just hope its the right decision for both of u.