Thank you for the thorough reply RoseRed  

Yes I already ordered a book called Crystal Bible which should be delivered to me in a few days. Can't wait to get it.
I will try to use my feeling about the stones more than the books but still good to have it for reference.

The 4th day since I got the Rose Quartz;
Today I had a great day at work. My boss seem to behave much calmer around me actually even pleasant (which is strange but welcome). I keep one huge Rose Quartz in my desk at work and two smaller pieces on me. Something positive is happening  

I also feel less tired today!

Last night before going to bed I held my big Quartz chunk for a very long time. I like it's "silky" texture. No dreams but good sleep.

With Love and Trust, Angelfish

Day 5;
The working day went well communication with people was good no negativity's.

I didn't feel anything special though but even this is a huge improvement

I was called by another Rose Quartz big raw chunk and I took it home with me. It is very beautiful

lol! Sounds like youre becoming an addict like I am!
hahaha! I was even thinking creatively once and thought about making a whole bead made from rose quartz...imagine how cool that would be.

Just a warning, or more so a suggestion. Once you've become attuned to the rose quartz energy, basically its raising your vibration, and thats also how you are no longer affected by arguments, negativity and moodiness etc, cause all that nastiness is on a much lower vibration, and you are no longer resonating on that level so therefore you are no longer affected by it.
And I guess that in actual fact is one of the major points that we all are trying to do, we all do it it different ways i.e mediation, exercise, eating right, yoga, astrology, thinking right etcetc but it doesn't matter what we choose - all these practices basically increase our vibration.

But the point I was getting too is that, once you feel settled and comfortable with the energy - then try a day without all the tools. Or start by taking some away one by one.
You need to get to a point where it is not a crutch.
You need to stay in that high vibration on your own. Once you have established that on your own then you can start to reintroduce the crystals. That way you know that its you. And that is NB.
All these tools are meant to stay as tools, you need to be able to survive without them.

So happy that rose quartz has come to abundantly into your life!

Ahh I love that book! My favourite! Its great - nice and simple with great photos and also some great general information about crystals and how they formed, different ways you can use them etc etc. Great book!

Day 6;

I just woke up and remember dreaming something strange.

The Dream;
I came back home from somewhere and found another big red cat in my home with a kitten (I mean I keep 2 cats one big red male Alex and one small black female Sheba).
The new red female cat was bullying my small black Sheba which was hiding under the bed. Sheba was scared.

I looked at my wife (she was reading a book) and told her;
"I can't believe it that you actually got another cat without consulting your self with me, can't you see that Sheba is being bullied"?!
"She just looked at me and did that "what-can-I-do-now" move with shoulders"
I felt very unhappy with this and remember turning into a real Lion!

I charged on the big red female cat and I pushed her with my closed muzzle in front of me (I didn't bite). I roared and she roared back but she didn't choose to attack back. I wasn't attacking aggresivly and my attention wasn't to physically harm her but rather to create a balance between her and Sheba, to tell her that Sheba is a part of my family and is protected by me. The big red cat understood and went back to the kitten.

That is all I remember

When I woke up Sheba was waiting in front of the bed-room door and was all over my legs. I took her into my arms and she started purring. She was around me much longer this morning than usually.

About animals;
Animals react strange when it comes to establishing the Packing Order. But they eventually get to the point where the calmest and strongest take over the Pack and then everything seems balanced. That Leader is there to remind individuals which tend from time to time to get out of balance and go around causing unbalance and stress. Actually the whole pack is going to help the Pack Leader with calming down the stressed individual (amazing)

Hi RoseRed
Thanks for all the advice it makes sense.
I was drawn to the 3rd big chunk which was "buried" deep under the big pile of Rose Quartz (I didn't know it was there). I am attracted to the ones with much deeper Rose color not the light ones. And this last one has a very deep Rose, ah it looks so soft and feels soft

With Love and Trust, Angelfish