CityHunter, the links appear incomplete in the posts and that's why I can access the sites they came from by clicking on them, but not the downloads themselves. The link in the pm came through just fine and I only have the Maha Mrityunjaya Mantra (108x) so far... I let it go through all 108 repetitions and it is quite relaxing =) I also have been checking some other mantras on youtube (like the Durga Mantra (Om Dum Durgayei Namaha) - 54 Reps x2), just to learn and hear more.

The Jasmine incense helped, too, I think... if nothing else it gave me some peace ;), but don't worry, I am not intending to rest on my laurels...

I'll see if I can find the links where one whom I shared the set to got to upload them.

Thank you, I appreciate that!

Hey CityHunter, not much new here but one of the light bulbs in my bathroom blew overnight, I think. Must have happened after 3am. It didn't shatter, just burnt out. Not sure how old it was, I replaced 3 that were dead, a while back, but didn't keep track which ones.

I think I am starting to see a pattern with my bf. Whenever I leave the home for an extended period of time, or he leaves by himself, he either does not feel good or I catch him trying to solve some problems with someone on the phone, that didn't seem to exist before him or I spent time out of the house alone.
So last night I came home and same thing happened - first he had problems to solve and later at night felt kinda sick. I walked around the house with Jasmin incense as I told you, then played the Mantra 108 times and repeated it this morning. Today with me having been there all night and playing mantras he feels better. Coincidence, I wonder

Oh and I don't know if it matters much, but we had to relocate one big goldfish (had him for a while) into a bucket for a few days. That's not the best condition for a goldfish, obviously, but it's been just fine. 2 days ago my daughter looked at it and it had a bunch of bloody spots like bruises, seemingly overnight which can be a sign of septicemia, though either a bacterial infection or too much ammonia and nitrites/nitrates in the water. I changed the water and put some balancing chemical in there that also reduces ammonia which can kill fish, but today the goldfish turned up dead, anyway. A week or so before all that, before we even started talking, a bunch of guppies died for no apparent reason. But none of those fish were in the bathroom or my kids' room. Still, I wonder if there's a (spirit) reason for all that, too, especially after we talked about bad chi can look for "victims" such as animals. In the meantime, Sushiyoshi the goldfish in the bathroom is fine next to the Agave cactus plant =). Actually he started "talking" to me again... lol... he "blows bubbles" and opens and closes his mouth while swimming around in an excited fashion while looking at me and "asking" for food. LOL

I made a point a bit earlier to tell my bf how much I loved him and how lonely I feel even with him next to me, the way acts very absent, lately. I think I made my point pretty clear that I don't even are approach him with love much and that in order for all of this to work we need to stick together in love. Then I got a call that I won't meet with the person who wanted to buy my motorcycle... evidently funds got delayed. I have internally attracted a delay, though, because I feared that leaving today would not be a good thing and I wanted to clean and bless my house... for some reason I also felt that something about this would distract me from my bf, but I am determined to stay on task about my love , my kids and my home.

I went and put up the rosary with crucifix next to the tiger picture and the mirrors high up, opposite the door, reflecting both. While I was getting ready to put up the mirrors, after hanging the rosary, my bf called me over. It looks like he might be able to get an office space and address for his dream business. Good news for him, but it also means he might be leaving for his current home state again. As I was getting ready to hang the mirrors, in every move praying for protection from all the arch angels, especially Michael, he walked past the kids room door to go outside, and seeing him out of the corner of my eye almost made me fall. I told him he scared the crap out of me and he proceeded to say: "this is not stable, you are GONNA fall!" I replied "No - because when I do things like this I make sure to pray for protection!" He said "If you're gonna fall, I told you so!" I replied "No, I won't!" and continued my task after lighting some more jasmine incense walking through the apartment blessing every room in Latin in the name of the Holy Trinity and calling all arch angels again to protect me. I completed hanging the mirrors while the jasmine incense is still burning.
I am also cleaning up now, taking a break here and there to keep reading, thinking, learning about things that may benefit us...