Hi, PetraVanilla.  Yup.  There is a strong possibility that the strong negative chi present in your home is caused by "spirits" - we have to narrow down it yet if they are indeed ordinary spirits, elemental, demons and, heaven forbid, devils.

With a lot of your fish getting sick and/or dying that is a sure sign something isn''t good is feeding off on them.  Try to do Reiki on them.  I always have people whom I help to practice it with either small animals or small plants not only to gain that skill but also to fortify their home's defenses.

That is an interesting thought. Should I wait though until umm maybe a few days have passed... ? You know why... remember, we said I should not attempt any healings right at the moment ;) ... Btw, it was definitely worse before we started to remedy the situation...

I am hoping things will quiet down, I didn't eat any red meat yesterday, pretty much fasted all day, almost forgot to eat until like 30 mins ago, prayed a lot, cleansed my house using the prayers you sent me, my bell, Jasmine and soothing music on and off today.  

I did also hang up a picture of a beautiful blue waterfall with some of my writing which happens to also be about how water is like writing, in my career section in the hallway several feet in from the door (in the North of my apartment, on the west wall of the hallway). Hopefully I will be able to find some more than just freelance work in the area of writing...

Hi, PetraVanilla  I strongly recommend that you wait for a few days for now as you do the mantras and basic cleansing and blessings for your place.  Focus on doing that circle of light and asking that you and your partner be blessed with much opportunities in the near future.  

Track 1 or the Ganesh mantra (the proper name of the mantra is in the downloadable file) is for the removal of ALL obstacles.  This is why I ask that those who are open to it to not only use it as a background music while they meditate but also place their altar as near and as direct to the main door as much as possible.  By doing such not only do you destroy the negative chi but also give yourself fresh opportunites.  I'm trying to make a record of those who got to use it and how fast it works but there is no concrete formula yet.  Some have an immediate effect and some takes quite a while but there is a gradual improvement - such as that friend of mine which took a year before I was satisfied that things were back to normal.

Track 6 is for blessings which is why Track 1 and 6 is a good combo.  Track 6 or Om Namahe Shivaya (again, I keep forgetting the proper title of it) is also effective in countering most black magic spells.  For the really serious ones its the Maha Mrityunjaya mantra that you have to resort to using.  

There is nothing wrong with using mantras as this not only uses sound as a way to do feng shui but also connects you to God and cleanse yourself and renew your chi.

Please try an send me the links to tracks 1 and 6 separately in a pm, as I still have not been able to access those.  I am glad to have the Maha Mrityunjaya mantra - it seems to help! Things have been somewhat quite, but I am getting sick again, having sinus issues and a sore throat.

In talking to others about various topics I discovered a few more things that I had not realized. Just so you learn more about my history, please take a look at and These things may be random, but are also related to the things we've been talking about.

I also posted a request for a palm reading last night and it disappeared...(why does that stuff keep happening... posts disappear, can't get through to links,... grrrr!) I found "croix mystique" and "healer lines" in both of my hands... pretty interesting, considering my Reiki experiences. Now I want to see what else my hands tell about me. But I'll try and re-post that in palmistry again.

Edit: Oh nevermind - it re-appeared... just never showed in New Posts...
... not sure if I like the topic number ... LOL

For Track 1 or Ganpati Beej Mantra:

http://rapidshare.com/files/301612292/01._Ganpati_Beej_Mantra.mp3.html

For Track 6 or Om Namah Shivaya Dhun:

http://rapidshare.com/files/301616543/06._Om_Namah_Shivaya__Dhun_.mp3.html