I used to work at Godiva where, in order to get to know the product, I was given chocolate after chocolate. I have a more promising job now. The only thing I miss is all the free candy.

I often have dreams where someone has given me free Godiva. During this last such dream, I was working at Macy's where the employees were given free jeans. All the jeans, however, came in horrible colors of dull reds and such.

I needed clothes to go on a trip.

In another dream I was working at either a coffee shop within a grocery store, or the back storage area.

I have countless dreams of shopping at grocery stores and picking out really weird foods.

So Dream Doctors what do I have a case of?

ocd......  bipolar  ......     dreamer  .....      practical/ impractical .... comfortable with travel, and dislikes changes/ loves travel and change.

unlocking the karma code  



13

Those with the 13 Karmic Debt will work very hard to accomplish any task. Obstacles stand in their way, and must be overcome time and again. One may often feel burdened and frustrated by the seeming futility of one's efforts there may be a desire to surrender to the difficulties and simply give up on the goal, believing it was impossible to attain in the first place. Some with the 13 Karmic Debt fall to laziness and negativity. But efforts are not futile, and success is well within reach. One simply must work hard, and persevere in order to reach the goal. Many highly successful people in all walks of life, including business, art, and athletics, have a 13 Karmic Debt.

The key to succeeding wit the 13 is focus. Very often, people with the 13 Karmic Debt do not concentrate or direct their energies in one specific direction, or on a single task, but scatter their energies over many projects and jobs, none of which amount to very much. A temptation wit the 13 is to take shortcuts for quick success. Too often, that easy success doesn't come, causing regret and the desire to give up. The result is a poor self-image, and the belief that one is incapable of amounting to very much.

In order to focus, you must maintain order in your life. Order is essential to success. You must maintain a schedule, keep appointments, and follow through. Keep your environment neat and under control, and never procrastinate. If you sustain a steady and consistent effort, you will realize much reward.
14

The 14 Karmic Debt arises from previous lifetimes during which human freedom has been abused. Those with a 14 Karmic Debt are forced to adapt to ever-changing circumstances and unexpected occurrences. There is an acute danger of falling victim to abuse of drugs, alcohol, and overindulgence in sensual pleasures, such as food and sex. You must put the reins on yourself. Modesty in all affairs is crucial to overcoming this Karmic Debt.

Also important is the need to maintain order in life, and to establish one's own emotional stability. you must also be willing to adapt to the unexpected occurrences of life, all the while maintaining your focus on your goals and dreams. Flexibility and adaptability are at the very core of this struggle.
Orderliness in one's immediate environment is crucial to maintaining clarity and focus. Mental and emotional stability must be attained in order to avoid being thrown about by the changing fortunes in the external environment.

But the key to the 14 Karmic Debt is commitment. Life will resemble a roller coaster ride, but it will always travel in the right direction if one's heart is set on what is true and good. Set yourself a high goal, maintain order wherever possible in your life, avoid excessive sensory indulgence, and maintain faith. Above all, do not give up on your dreams and goals.
Those with the 14 Karmic Debt will experience life to the fullest, and as long as they maintain a high dream, they will achieve success and great spiritual development.

About the free things, I wonder if you are feeling as if you are not getting something you are deserving? You may be putting a lot of effort into something you are not getting a lot of perks or benefits out of ... could be anything in your life (doesn't have to be work related).

About food, I think this has something to do with the general necessities of life. Maybe taking care of your physical and financial needs is very important to you right now, or something you're really concentrating on right now. Maybe your provisions for yourself seem strange, I wonder too ifyou could connect the strange foods to another aspect of your life, such as your spirituality for an example, or your philosophies on life, or some other aspect ... if you see the ideas or anything you are gathering as out of the ordinary, or more left field than what you are used to. What are the weird foods? Are they healthy? Unhealthy? Are they items that would better your health say? Maybe narrowing in on that could help you to see you if you are on a good path in your life right now. Working in the back store ... are you hiding from anything? Or perhaps whatever it is this food is representing is being held in storage, you are perhaps viewing provisions (could be money, could be ideas, new viewpoints on life, etc ) that you can store up or gather to use later on. Hidden potentials, that sort of thing.

My syntax is rather choppy, I apologize! But I am curious to know more details about these dreams. You'd be surprised at how the really fine detail stuff can give you a lot of the answers you are looking for. Always pay attention to what is happening in your waking life as well -- the general atmosphere as well as situations going on -- to discover what your dreams can reveal to you.

I am indeed Schizoaffective bipolar, but Schizoaffective bipolar actually isn't bipolar at all. It is just a easy way of saying Schizophrenia with more mood issues then normal. I must have a really high karmic debt to have an illness that twists my own thoughts, plus medication that eats away my memories, energies, focus, and health.

That said I do not have a dream notebook so cannot give many details about these dreams. I have only written a few of my dreams down. In one (before I was ill) I had the perfect boyfriend, but I broke up with him because he was too perfect. Everyone thought I was crazy, to do such a thing, so they sent me to a mental hospital/airport/mall. At this strange hospital they tested for a fear of heights by pushing you out the window of a skyscaper. Instead of falling to my death I hit a glass wall. Tricky Doctors.

The main thing I am storing up is a story. As a child I used to daydream with the hope that someday I would be a good enough writter to do any juctice to my story. Overtime I forgot the story, but then I remembered it in a dream. In this dream I was so happy to uncover this story that when I got up I began to daydream about it again.

I only have basic concepts of what my story was like when I was little, and my current additions keep building a pile so that the details of more recent imaginings fade into concepts as well.

I will never write down my story. All my attempts at it have ended after a few chapters. Yet, when I think about, it has always been my one and only lifetime dream. Before I started writting this post, I would have said 'I have never had a goal in life,' but in reality I have one I lack the motivation to complete.

There are so many layers to the word dream. A lifetime goal or something so common that we have them nightly (if we are lucky).