I forgot to say, that when my dream goes back a bit to the past, & after i leave with the lady & the girl i see that person die (i mean fall after being hit by the villian) & then i am standing there & staring at the man fall down, when the lady pulls me & takes me to the place where the confrence is going on.
Well i didn't see the person's face, so i don't know who it is. it was like his face was blank. And yeah even the bad guy was flying, i think with the help of a Jetpack.
Ccucu, is my friend, but he is more like a brother to me.
And u know that i always have rather interesting & good time & feel happy & learn stuff when i chat with u. Same with other's like Ccucu, swetha, tina, & some other friends of mine. Offline i don't have the pleasure of meeting such useful ppl much. Mostly i am surrounded by assholes, except a few friends & my immediate family.
As for offline, well most of the time i prefer staying in front of my pc, so i download stuff & info from the net to read later. & yes i read a lot of fan-fiction's & occult stuff in my free time, on my pc.
U can say that "Like you use the computers energy as your own?" i prefer my pc more, & my dad always jokes saying, if i am not more social, then he may have to marry me to my laptop.
Well i am not taking any girl to my home, unless i am sure i love her & she loves me back & i am serious about marrying her. Fear i think a bit, as i don't want to be an irresponsible person. & i sometimes think, i may fall for a girl whom my parents might not agree to. & i don't want to cause them any pain, so i am afriad it might happen.
Well the girl is unknown for sure. I have no GF & have no time for one now. But i have an idea, of what kind of girl i would like to marry. An ideal girl according to me, let me see if i am so lucky.
I think the water was calm, but not sure if it was clear or dark. Well i am a bloody Aquarain, & i don't think i can live without think about others. & i believe u know that also by now.
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think of taking on your own problems and sort them out before taking on more or other peoples.
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Well a bit difficult for me, as u know my list of priorities.
& I got to say, it was a good reading, thanx very much for that.