Hi Zaewyn,
I absolutely agree with Rook. In addition to that I want to add, that wolf animal spirit medicine was visiting you in your dreams. You can read up more about it at this link -
http://www.sayahda.com/cyc5.html.
It is helping you to set yourself free from these depressed feelings or lack of emotion. You running through the woods refers to your positive advancement in connecting to those currently unknown or shielded aspects of yourself. You are running behind the white wolf with the white wolf representing victory, the goal at the end, which in this case would encompass getting in touch with your innerself to connect with your feminine energy.
Running through the woods also have a reproductive aspect to it. I think it is saying you will love again, and in doing so, this will bring further spiritual elevation to your soul. The cave represents a protective womb-like cocoon for the feminine self. It represents your innerself. You lying with the woman speaks to your masculine and feminine aspects merging as one to complete your total self. The wolf guide will help you to delve in your innerself to explore the feminine side of you, which involves your emotions and feelings.
You will learn to strike the balance between both sides - rational/logical/authoritative and emotional/passionate/creative. Your intuition will be further honed and you will learn to depend more heavily on it, as Rook suggests. The lessons to come will help you to do this, with the main lesson involving you learning how to love again. That is my take. I hope it works out!
