Peace, and Thankyou for your help.

Two dreams sort of connected. Please excuse the haziness of details.

The dream, as I can remember, begins with me out shopping with friends. This part is vague, one of my companions becomes unhappy because of something I say or do and there is a bit of disagreement, I dont think much of it, both in the dream or now.

Not sure how the transition goes but we end  at a house that is one of our homes or the home of someone we know, there is a man we know is evil and he knows alot about the physics of electricity. He kills one person with a knife, a small blade he picks from the floor during the struggle. He is setting up a contraption to kill another person or something using electricity. For some reason we believe the contraption will kill him or that he wants it to kill him when he kills the next victim(s) (perhaps we rigged it??) It comes time to use the contraption and we gather to watch. I have some suspicion and sense that maybe he wants to kill us so I keep my distance. The explosion does not go off when we anticipated, it goes off when he presses another button. Before he presses the second button, he looks at me significantly as if to see what I had anticipated, at this point i run, I believe he intends to kill us all including himself. He presses the button, the explosion goes off, I escape. When I walk on to the street, in a bad sort of neighborhood, I walk up it and a boy tries to talk to me, hit on me. He gets out of his car, im not interested, I begin walking back home. he calls, "come situate yo ass in the house", (an odd statement, is he entreating me to come to his house or telling me to go home?) I encounter another boy as the first follows, they follow me closely I try to get rid of them and walk up the porch steps of another house, pretending its mine, they follow up me then I walk back down. I walk into my house and am astonished to find that my family/ friends have been killed while the murderer is still alive. there is another present, i don't remember who but I try to kill him because I know he is evil but he over powers me and i stop. I ask "are you going to keep trying to kill me?" (in a pitiful tone with sad face and voice for sympathy) he replies, "probably, yes." I decide  (internally) that i'd better get my phone charger and leave, (I already have clothes, etc at another house from shopping earlier) and I am thinking that I can escape quietly through the bac door he probably doesn't know about (its not his house) in case he is planning to prevent me leaving or a sneak attack

[Note: I use this backyard as escape in many of my dreams, it is the backyard of my estranged fathers house which has a large yard and is overlooked by a large park at the top with the yards of neighbors to each side, sitting on a hill. It appears in many forms]

I ask, Is there anything I can do to prevent that?? "yes, come to the chemistry/ electricity club and stay involved, well see how it works." i say okay and go to the back room for my phone charger open the back door and am met with a mdium brown shaggy dog that I am leery of (just because i dont usu. get close to dogs) but doesnt seem harmless. I move to leave and at the bottom of the steps, the dog taes my hand in its mouth, biting but it is a sort of numbed bite like one with blunt teethh, doesnt hurt alot. I am scared and squeal loudly then i am afraid he will hear me an come. the another large dog leaps from the shadows, it is a sort of dark shadow I dont see and takes me in its jaws and runs with me to the yards gate and drops me on the other side. I see police when I get up with my charger n hand and am nervous because I assume the murderer will think I called.  he asks loudly from the steps, "who called the police" a woman says "I did", "why?" she says it seemed strange to her and the family had alot of life left in it and the bodies dont look like a wire hit someones face and they were electricuted on aciddent, it seems like they were "buzzed" or electricuted to death, (I could feel myself, in the dream, thinking up a retort) I continue walking nervously on at the end of the block, they sky changes its sort of cloudy gray daylight (it had just been night) and there are many people walking I walk past an old, tent or onning covered building whos yellow awnning reads "underground barbecue" (or something) then I am walking under a large yellow topped tent with screens on the side, it is drizzling I walk beside a small asian family the little boy asks can I borrow some bbq (or some food/ candy)?? the parents laugh you dont borrow bbq, ask may i have some, they give an analogy that is a reference t a quote rom previously in the dream i dont remember and he says oh may i have some? I come to the tents end and am in the rain, I wake up.

This scene is reminiscent for me of another dream in which the world was sort of coming to the end and there was weather catastrophe and fear


It was loong right??? sorry. But I think it means something....

I will try to explore the possible meaning of your dream this weekend, when I have more time to delve into the details for a reading as well as typing it out.

have you researched?

Sorry, real life was way too busy for a while before and during the holidays. I remember I already had a general impression of the overall meaning, but not to omuch in detail yet. I will answer your querry this weeked, finally Best wishes.

To go shopping in a dream is a symbol for you trying to fulfill your personal needs and desires. That you go shopping with friends though implies that your needs and desires affect not just you, but also your friends. You may have your needs and desire, but so have your friends. And this is where the conflict arises: you trying to fulfill your personal needs and desires does not coincide with those of one of your friends. Your response to the disagreement seems as if you don't care much that you following your own needs and desires may not be good for your friend. Whether these were needs that ought to have priority over those of your friend remains to be seen. But that the dream starts with this reveals that this need conflict sparked the rest of the dream, and so is not as unimportant as you may have thought originally.



We have a house, a killer and electricity. Electricity represents life energy. You say this man know alot about it, so this killer uses his own energy to hurt others. This killer imo is a part of you, is in fact you. And the act of killing symbolizes wanting to end certain stuff in your life in a dramatic way. It indicates that on the one hand you are standing up for yourself, and on the other hand may be hurting others.

The first murder happens with a knife. This indicates cutting ties with someone, wanting to remove someone's influence in your life, and that this desire to remove someone out of your life follows from anger.

At some point though, you seem to think that the killer's own actions will turn against him, aka turn against yourself.



It moves to an explosion that would kill everyone involved or standing near. The anger involving the incident over your needs with one of your friends has risen so high that not only is it hurting that friend, but in the act of wanting to remove that friend out of your life, the other friends have become involved (taking sides?) and it has "blown up" beyond proportion, possibly removing even more friends than the one out of your life, and possibly hurting you more than anticipated.




I think this bit of the dream shows that while you survive the explosion, it leaves you feeling alone and unsafe from strangers. Without your friends, you now have to deal with the outside world on your own. This outside world seems dangerous to you, as if it's full of sexual predators and people aiming to abuse and hurt you.




Hmm, you use the back door as your escape route regularly... this implicates that after a heavy confrontation, you tend to wish yourself away, go into hiding and leave the situation as inconspicuously as you can. In this case it seems poignant, because the dream reveals your own angr has been majorly the cause of the confrontation.



Here, you get direct advice to avoid this rampage in your personal ties with friends and even possibly family: stay involved, don't blow it all up. And this may have been the same advice you already got from the boy on the street: get your ass to the house, your life.




You say "ok", but you still want to sneak out, leave everyone behind, the backdoor way, so nobody will notice. And there we have the dogs awaiting you. Dogs are symbols for loyalty, something you need to have between friends to remain friends. And it is this that comes to bite you like a reminder when you try to escape. The second dog punishes you for your disloyalty, by kicking you out of your own home.



The police shows up to help you put your personal life back into order, and someone accuses you of being responsible of the catastrophe in your personal life. You want to defend yourself, however, since you took the backdoor and snuck out, you made the choice to forget everyone, you are in no position to defend yourself for what happened. And almost life a refugee you are bound to wander through a camp of makeshift shelter without any surety of lasting bonds, dependent on the goodwill of others in order to get what you need (big contrast to you originally able to shop around for it and have your pick).

In short, I think you had a conflict with a friend over her needs and your needs, and you felt you were in the right and did not need to consider her needs. You rather wished her out of your life than compromise. The conflict was blown out of proportion, and you may have lost more than one friend over it, in so much that now you feel alone and dependent on others to even fulfill the most basic of needs.

Perhaps instead of staying in hiding, there is still a chance for you to go back and "involve yourself" and "stick with the club".