(sorry if this isnt the thread im supossed to be posting in) First, i wanna say thanks for even reading this it's deeply appreciated and i cant thank you enough. i dont know how to explain this, because i dont want to bore anyone with my problems. I thought if anyone could understand this other than me, it would be the people here. So... i've always been told im sensitive to paranormal activity and unseen forces (so to speak) i've always felt like there was something with me all the time and i've never felt any negative vibes from it i've always felt protected if i can even say that. and i always know when something is going to happen more or less weather i follow these feelings is a different story. i've finally got my life back on track well half way there by myself when i seen this add for a free reading off a physic i had a really strong feeling about it i still do. so i payed £26 pound for a full reading which was good but was basically just like a horoscope i could have gotten it anywhere but i'm still grateful anyway but i dont have enough money to go through with the full free reading its like £300. so its left me in limbo she explained certain things about me and touched me like no one else could. But, she said

" When I received your e-mail and concentrated on your name this morning, I felt SOMETHING VERY STRANGE ABOUT YOU.
I tried to find out why you’ve been having such a streak of bad luck. And what I discovered about you surprised me.

I saw a kind of black shadow pressing down on you, trying to prevent your impending happiness. We will have to pay more attention and be very careful.

There is certainly A HARMFUL INFLUENCE AT WORK HERE.

I can feel it vibrating in my whole body. I don’t know who is responsible yet, but someone has been mounting a fairly aggressive occult attack against you for some time now.

Have you noticed any jealousy towards you? Is it possible that someone or something has so much resentment against you? "

it's really freaked me out and i don't have the right quidence to find out who is against me i havnt hurt anyone so thats why im so confused? i've made even the smallest things ive done wrong in my life right. i dont know anyone who has that kinda of power if you will, to make certain things happen to me. most of the people in my life are happier than me so they couldnt be jealous i guess im looking for a reading or a way to banish this negativitiy or is this just a scam? because even though i have a good feeling about it and some insight i was on the road to getting my life back considering im only 18 i should be enjoying it.

anyway help will be greatly appreciated.

Thank you.

Hello,

First, let me say, for one, that I am sorry for your struggles... but also, I want to congratulate you on fighting through them! You are still young an already maturing in ways beyond many elder's comprehension. I, and others, have gone through similar experiences as you, so do not feel alone. My hardest times were between the ages of 12 (many people have spiritual awakenings around the time of puberty as well as physical) and 19.

I also want to say that you should not take what the "psychic" said seriously. I have tested many of these so called "psychics" that ask for money and they have all been fake. You can test by throwing in false information or complaints and see if they can sense something isn't right. The presence you describe sounds like it could be a spirit guide or guardian. I have one. Yours sounds like he/she is kind and gentle... full of positive energy. That's a beautiful thing.

Assuming the psychic was correct, to answer your questions: yes, outside forces can influence your spiritual journey and "luck" if you will. However, I believe everyone has the power within to be the overpowering force when it comes to struggles of one's own soul. Sometimes, it's as simple as thinking positive thoughts. If you are always upset and worried about bad luck or having a hard time, you could very well be putting the bad vibes on yourself. The "dark shadow" could be your own!

I'm happy to talk more with you about guides and any other issues... and share my experience if you'd like. Feel free to PM me anytime.

I hope you find the answers you are looking for.

Be well.  

This message perhaps belongs more on the psychic line than the dreams line.  Dreams are about our own unresolved emotions from the conscious state playing out in the symbols to help us understand these unresolved emotions.

Psychic practices are another thing altogether.  

Trust your own feelings and instincts.  Do not let someone tell you that you are being stalked by spirit and that it is all about negativity.  Many a psychic has made many a dollar on just such scare tactics.

Attune in your own way (through meditation) and allow your own spirit guides to come to you on a personal, attunement basis.  You will get to know that energy in your life and definitely know how protected and guided you truly are through your own connections.

i've put any contact with her in my junk email for some reason it wont let me delete all contact. it was really hard because people with the gift shouldnt use fear to get money it's wrong.

" The presence you describe sounds like it could be a spirit guide or guardian. I have one. Yours sounds like he/she is kind and gentle... full of positive energy. That's a beautiful thing. " thank you i think i knew that all along i just needed someone who understood it to tell me because tbh people say there here, but there not all i can say is thank god i have a guardian.  

"Sometimes, it's as simple as thinking positive thoughts. If you are always upset and worried about bad luck or having a hard time, you could very well be putting the bad vibes on yourself. The "dark shadow" could be your own!" its funny you'd say that i just vented with a song and wrote something like that i think its my ultra-ego and other peoples negativity i think she seen my weakness and played upon it why would someone do that?!

aw thanks ill be sure to do that! i've always been interested

Thank you spiritalk.