So I had a dream last night where I become conscious of the dream, and began lucid dreaming. As usual I went to flying. But I couldn't take off. I jumped up and had to brace my self to land gently. I felt something was funny. Usually I can fly no trouble in dreams. I got to thinking that I must be in a different realm then I am used to, one with more gravity. Or that something was interfering with my ability, which prompted me to do warding off evil mudra. But my fingers were not so responsive as in waking time or other dreams I've had. I went to use my other hand to place my fingers in the position, which had some effect as I got some loft back. Looking back on the dream my fingers seemed to be more plentiful then normal. Extra fingers or fingers bending odd ways, that at the time didn't seem odd as many things in drams you don't question till you wake up, except for the lack of responsiveness.

I've had other dreams where comparative to the environment I might as well have had super powers. Like I could run more then twice as fast as the residents of the dream realm. Like one dream I had where there was a curfew and I was at someones house but we weren't allowed there because of the curfew so we had to sneak out so there mother wouldn't know. When we were outside we had to move fast so as not to be seen. There were only cop cars on the streets and I moved fast then realized that the friends had not kept up, which I felt bad about, as I felt as if I could have carried them and gone just as fast. So I felt like I had slipped up on my responsibility to help them.

I then went up a fire escape for an apartment building saw a bear statue, and was Shepherded in by a native who was cooking for others. A very communal stick together vibe. We ate which brought me to need to use the bathroom, but as I was aware of the dream, I was not sure if I could go to the bath room without soiling my sheets. I promptly woke up.

 If in those dreams I was helping those lower then me, then I was definitely somewhere either higher, or darker and heavier.

Moving on, since I couldn't fly the next thing I thought of in my lucid state was to attract a girl I fancy, which I turned around to see. She was with a bunch of friends and we wound up going to dinner. I felt something not right as as result of difficulty flying and doing warding off evil mudra. I attempted to show the friends the mudra to see if them doing it had more effect. The little I managed to do it did return some of my flying ability but only a little loft. In the restaurant while standing to be served I did a flip as I like practicing flying to improve and get better at it. I came back down feet first on the bar table smashing glasses.

I don't work or make money, only give service as I feel led and live off of karma or the kindness of others. So I began to think of what they would think of my inability to pay for the damage. Next thing I know next to the bar which was open to outside there was just about everyone there singing although not everyone carried over from inside and there was no wall or door between the inside and outside just a difference in scenery.

They were singing ...
and only I might/can change your mind
and your eager attitude might start to wane...

I know there were other lyrics but these are the only I am sure of from memory. The ones that were sung with the most emphasis.

Then I woke up in the midst of the singing eager to channel the rest of the song because it was very awesome hearing lots of people singing it.

There is more I remember from this particular dream but explaining this much has gone one so long I'll save going on longer and leave the bits here I think may have some significance. I can always add more.

I'd love to hear what meaning others think may be woven into this dream.

delete me

nah nah well spoken dont let them scare you still

>DK

My dreams seem to either be really vague and too choppy to explain or really complex. These too just stood out to me as weird.

Hello Aegeus, I replied to a more recent post of yours and you mentioned another dream.

I've had a look, I do have some concerns, you are quite fearless, and that's admirable, but I would have to question some of your motivations....