 |
|
Welcome to the MysticBoard.com
You are currently viewing our boards as a guest which gives you limited
access to view most discussions and access our other features. By
joining our free community you will have access to post topics,
communicate privately with other members (PM), respond to polls, upload
content and access many other special features. Registration is fast,
simple and absolutely free so please, join our community today!
Click
Here to Join MysticBoard.com
If you have any problems with the registration process or your account
login, please
contact us. |
 |
|
 | |  |
|
daizyblackrose
Age: 29 Zodiac: 
| Joined: 31 Aug 2008 |
| Posts: 153 |
|
Location: Blackrose Manor - Wizarding World, US. Lol
|
|
 |
Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2009 7:40 pm |
|
 |

|
 |
 |
well besides them being twins both were jocks & played in the school's concert & marching band. The one I had crush on played the saxophone & his bro played the drums. Not to forget they were the popular boys on campus.
The one who plays the drums seemed to be shy & quite at times more than his bro. The one I had a crush on was outgoing more.
I tried all through 8th grade year to make it seem I didn't like the sax guy anymore I make it seem like I had a liking for his bro tho I still liked him.
The reason I did that was due to events of 7th grade year, some girls found out my liking for sax guy that year & used it against me the whole year.
See I was really shy back then when it came to cute popular guys. And seeing as I had only had one bf who used me for a bet before that.
I was being careful of who lent my heart to & scared of rejection at that point.
So being shy I found it hard to tell him my feelings, with girls in the mix it was harder.
Cause they would talk to him, they said they would on my behalf if I wanted them to.
I told them no I would find my own way to tell in good time.
But they did it anyways & one day during P.E. they came to me.
And told me he said that he would go out with me if I asked him myself otherwise to forget it.
At that point I was fed up with their meddling.
Blew my top and told them in a ticked off tone that they can tell him that I don't bloody well care anymore & if he liked me so much that he should tell me himself not send someone to tell me.
In the back of my head I thought maybe they were setting me up to look like a foolish girl.
But I didn't take the bate like they wanted me to. So from that day on ward I pretended not to like him anymore but like his bro instead.
Sax guy noticed me 3 times that year & only one of those times did he speak to me.
Noting big tho, it was P.E. & we're playing volleyball different courts & teams.
He cough me looking at him & asked me why I was starring at him.
I must have been red faced when he asked me. I told him it was noting & sorry. That was good to him I guess he didn't push the issue onward.
The next time anything having to do with him popped up in 9th grade. I guess he had a change of heart or something over that summer.
Cause one day when I was in drama class one of my guy friends came to class late & looked like he had been roughed up a little.
I asked what had happen & he told me that some guy told him to stay away from me cause I was his girl.
At that time I was going out with my now current hubby at that time & knew those two got along so I ruled out my hubby.
I asked if he got the guys name & if so what it was? Yes he got his name & it was the sax guy's name.
I was in shock & told him I'd have a talk with the guy. I also told my hubby bout it, it didn't make happy at all.
I never did talk to the guy bout tho. The last thing I heard bout ether twin was when my family move to another town & someone who knew them & me both told me that the other brother had, had a crush on me.
(Damn me & those butterscotch candy canes.)
Tho I took it as just a rumor on that one, cause why would anyone like him & his brother (popular guys) even like someone like me (a misfit, oddball, shy type)in that way?
But it struck me odd when they started showing up in my dreams even after I got married.
It throws me for a loop every time this happens.
Daizy.
|
|
|
|
|
 |
 |
 | |  |
|
Rook
Age: 30 Zodiac: 
| Joined: 12 Feb 2009 |
| Posts: 257 |
|
Location: Australia
|
|
 |
Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 3:18 am |
|
 |

|
 |
 |
Daisy
I see two possibilities.
The first possibility is that this is an unconscious expression of repressed emotional feelings from the time that you knew these boys. A 'what could have been' type feeling, perhaps in the back of your mind (or even in the front of your mind) you may have considered what could have been if things were different? Particularly if you are currently going through rough patches, getting past obstacles in your current relationship? What I would say if this is the case is the grass is always greener on the other side. Looking back at different paths that could have been taken can be a temporary release from the current situation, but know that every path is riddled with obstacles, and it is these which shape our person. They are difficult, but necessary (imho).
The second (and in my mind more likely) possibility is that these boys are symbolic of your attitude towards something. Is there something in your life that you are too shy to admit to liking? It may make you feel silly or perhaps viewed negatively. You may even pretend to like something similar, but not that particular thing that your truly enjoy because of the way that it would make other people look at you. I am not sure what it represents, it could be something sexual, it could be some artform, it could even be the colours you want to paint the walls of your house... Only you will be able to figure that out, but with a clear description of the contents of the dream I may be able to give further guidance. No promises though.
Cheers,
Rook
|
|
|
 |
 | |  |
|
daizyblackrose
Age: 29 Zodiac: 
| Joined: 31 Aug 2008 |
| Posts: 153 |
|
Location: Blackrose Manor - Wizarding World, US. Lol
|
|
 |
Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 4:47 am |
|
 |

|
 |
 |
well they show up from time to time in my dreams.
But as far the dreams where they were mean to me.
The first one had them stabbing me in the stomach & I was with child in the dream & I asked them why did that? They didn't answer me & ran off then the dream ended. The whose part was I actually felt the pain of the stabbing when they did it.
The second one had sax guy telling me that he didn't like me & to leave him be. (Something I would expect in rl.)
The other dreams have them bumping into me at lunch or on the school's basketball court then telling me bout something going on their at the school we're at.
Sometimes we'll be in the gym getting ready for the school staff to tell us something bout current events but before they can the boys tell me what's on.
One dream had me bumping into them on a walk in my old town, during the walk I'm heading home at the point in time & we say hi to each other as tho we are friends then they head on their way home as do I in which is opposite of the way their going.
The last dream I had recently had. Had sax guy's brother trying to tell me something but whenever he tried someone butt in to stop him, his brother being one of them. The look on his face looked like he really wanted me to know his feelings for me or something, we were outside on the school's b-ball court & looked sunny but gloomy at the time out there.
|
|
|
 |
 | |  |
|
Rook
Age: 30 Zodiac: 
| Joined: 12 Feb 2009 |
| Posts: 257 |
|
Location: Australia
|
|
 |
Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 6:35 am |
|
 |

|
 |
 |
Daizy
In the first dream where you are stabbed (and with child) I would say the boys represent your unconscious masculine side (possibly arrogance or strength being that they are jocks). The pregnancy would be some new development in your psyche which has been cut off by this masculine aspect. You do not consciously see this happening(you may not even be aware of this aspect of yourself) and thus the boys do not explain why this is happening in the dream, you do not understand why this keeps happening.
The others dream seem to be your unconscious trying to let go of the whole situation. The concept of 'what could have been' is taking up some of your energy that could be better spent on your current situation. The overall theme seems to be that he needs to be 'left alone'. You need to go your 'seperate ways' (as in the walking home dream).
The dreams also seem to express a reluctance to share your feelings, possibly related to the initial experience you spoke of where you were hurt. It sounds like you have probably come a significant way since then in your marriage with your husband.
That is about as much as I can see, and I will be away for the weekend. I will post next week if I come up with anything over the weekend.
|
|
|
 |
 | |  |
You cannot post new topics in this forum You cannot reply to topics in this forum You cannot edit your posts in this forum You cannot delete your posts in this forum You cannot vote in polls in this forum You cannot attach files in this forum You can download files in this forum
|
All times are GMT
Page 2 of 2
|
|
|
|
Why Join mysticboard.com |
| Free registration. Friendly, fun, & open environment. Share, learn, & make friends all at the same time. Daily Horoscope. Your very own Personal Astrology blog. |
| For Experts / Professionals: |
|
Professional exchange of ideas. Common ground to meet like minded experts. Bring about awareness & dispel myths. Share & Gain from experiences. Interact with amateurs & encourage them. |
| For General Members: |
| An opportunity to meet
& talk to people from all walks of life. Make new friends.
Exchange ideas, share your thoughts & debate over
interesting issues. Have thought provoking Discussions with
Experts & Amateurs. Create your own Personal Astrology Blog
and share it with friends. |
| For Amateurs: |
| Be
informed with the latest updates. Free exchange of ideas and information. Sharpen your skills by practice & expert guidance. Gain from expert advice. Interact with the Experts / Professionals. |
| For Skeptics: |
| Participate in a healthy debate; An open unbiased forum to voice your beliefs. |
|
**
REGISTER NOW ** |
|
RSS RSS 2.0 XML
Powered by phpBB | phpBB Style created by phpBBStyles
|  |