Ok I had this nightmare last night and I was so freaked out, Im alittle embarrassed to even talk about it but I need to know why I am having these types of dreams. This is the 2nd one I have had like this. I was in my husbands truck me and my son and I told him to stop and the store, I went into the store and there was a homeless man at the entrance, as I was walking back to the car the homeless man grabbed me from behind in a headlock and he raped me, I was trying to scream so my husband could help but every time I tried to scream nothing came out and the homeless guy would tightnen his grip around my neck. When I woke up this morning i was literally traumatized, all day long I was looking over my shoulder. Now I thought ok what could this mean? I thought maybe because when your raped you have no control what so ever and I currently have alot of stuff going on in real life that I have no control over.

well i got some information for you any of this ring any bells for you in waking life:


Rape

To dream that you have been raped, suggests a sadistic expression of sexual desire.  You may be expressing an unconscious desire to be violated, conquered, or forced into forbidden territory. Some women have a desire to be sexually overpowered, but not hurt. It also indicates vengeful feelings toward the opposite sex. Alternatively, it suggests that you are feeling violated in some way. Something or someone is jeopardizing your self-esteem and emotional well-being. You feel that someone or something is being forced upon you. Dreams of rape are also common for those who were actually raped in their waking life.

No I havent ever been raped and Im not into anything forceful or the forbidden. Now I do have some anger towards my husband but that doesnt have anything to do with sex. I also am being forced to go to these meetings that i dont really want to go to. which has nothing to do with my husband, he isnt the one who is telling me I have to go.

but your being forced into something that you dont wanna do, so you had that dream because of that because someone is forcing you to do the meetings and you dont want to

thanks, I wish my dreams wernt this extreme tho lol For along time recently I hadnt been able to remember my dreams and a few weeks ago I said I wanted to remember what I was dreaming, now Im think maybe its not such a good idea lol