Interesting, the lack of trust with my husband happened 4yrs ago, and no I dont trust him but at this point since I told him I wanted a divorce, I dont think its that, since I really dont care what he does anymore.That may sound cold, but I honestly tried and I firmly believe if you do not have trust in a marriage its probably not going to work out, along with all these other issues he has, We are going in two different directions, I cant get where Im going with his negativity.   Now my Finances have been stripped down to 0, because I have no job and I have been looking for one.

It is just scary to have these nightmares one time is bad enough but this is the 2nd one I have had in the last month. Now are your dreams trying to tell you something you dont know? Because I already know that I feel like my life is out of control and that I am broke lol  But on a postitive side, Im going to get thru this and will find a job just may not happen as soon as I like.