hey i need a little help with what my dream means, its the longest dream i have ever had about my bf ever and slightly confusing


dream starts out with me and friends(I have no idea who they are) and were in the theatre that my bf is doing Spamalot, i'm really excited cause i finally get to see it but i then realize i forgot my ticket so i tell one of my friends that and she says "no you didnt, you have it right there" she points to my pants and there sticking out of my waistban, i dont remember putting them there but oh well i look at the ticket and it says i have 5th row, 2nd seat woohoo!!! so i sit down in my seat and as soon as i do all the other people come in and start sitting in there own seats, as soon as they do the music starts up for Spamalot and all the actors come out and I see my bf walk out and hes holding 3 blue bags, he looks at me and smiles then gives the bags to someone else in the front row and tells them "give those to Caitlin" i'm like     a present? for me??? cool!! so people start passing it to me and i finally get them and i'm looking through them and theres a bunch of notes in them plus other items(dont remember what else was in them) i take a quick peak at them then i put the bags on the floor so i can watch the show, then magically somehow i am now in front row on the side i can see the actors come in and do there thing, then my bf comes in with his british accent and says something(dont remember what it was) then this lady in a wheel chair gets really impatient and somehow wheels herself on stage while my bf doing his thing and he jumps a mile high when she nearly runs over his toes, he and all the other actors go offstage and i go outside and try to meet him outside and theres this long line of people by the door and i squeeze myself in and my bf is signing autographs and when he gets to me he smiles at me and asks me "did you like the stuff i gave you?" i said yes and he says "good" winks at me then continues down the line, it was then i realize i forgot the bags of stuff that he gave me at me seat  so i run back inside where a few people are still sitting including this lady that was sitting next to me well, i pick the bag up and realize most of the stuff he gave me is missing, and i look at the lady sitting next me and shes got all this stuff that my bf gave to me piled on her desk(how a desk got in there i'll never know) and she says "this is alot of stuff! look at what he gave you!" then hands me something(i think it was this little toy skateboard) i put that in my bag but i know shes got other things on her desk and shes playing it off like its all hers so i say "give me the rest of the stuff NOW!" and she gets up and gets in my face and says no, so i grab her and shove her to the floor and she stays down looking hurt(first time i ever had a dream where they actually leave me alone the first time i shove them) but i grab the rest of the stuff and put it in a bag and look to see whats in it and theres these 2 phone books things that says "phone book for night" and "phone book for daytime" and i was like why on earth did he give me those?    the dream changes a little bit and i'm outside in this parking lot with the bags in my hand and i see my bf  with these other people talking and he looks pissed off cause hes arguing with this other dude over something and i walk up to them and the guy hes arguing with starts crap with me and gets up all in my face and i tell him to go away and he does, my bf then goes up to my face and starts yelling at me :(  asking me why i didnt defend myself more and i get upset and start crying and i throw the stuff down on the ground rip a few things up but i look at one note that says "i love you" which i think would have been sweeter if he didnt yell at me, so i run off(2nd time i've done that in a dream to him arrg!) i'm crying hysterically and i keep looking back and hes chasing me yelling "I'm sorry!!! come back!!" i run back to the theatre and i stop inside the lobby where i'm still crying and suddenly he appears down the hall with a few other people looks at me and starts to run down my direction so i run the opposite direction where i yell "geez go away!!! Just leave me alone!" (the hell am i thinking in this dream???!) and he keeps yelling "i'm sorry!!! please dont run from me!"i run all the way into this woods with huge trees with a bald spot in the middle and i figured it was hopeless to run anymore and i fall to my knees and i start crying more, he catches up with me and pulls me into a hug, i start feeling safe and a feeling of everything will be ok as i'm in his arms and then the dream ends.