Hey all ...

the other night a had a dream that I can't seem to shake from my brain ...

It was night and I was home. There were people with me and having conversations, some were animated, like cartoons/anime (I can't remember details, it all moved too fast and I forgot a lot when I woke). But the part that  keeps replaying in my head is that a female neighbor (not real in real life) insulted one of the other people(no one I really know) and I yelled at her.  This turned into a physical fight. We fought for 5 minutes or so and I eventually beat her. (here's the weirdest part that I'd never really do) I became overcome with this fear or urge to get away from her as if she could do me harm even though she was out cold. I picked her up and threw her in her pool and ran into my house. I collapsed to the floor a felt so guilty I was paralyzed. I looked up to my window (which was full to the floor) and saw a man dressed in a white robe with white hair/facial hair. In that moment I felt more concentrated fear than I think I've ever felt and immediately woke up sweaty.

As a note: when I fell asleep I was cold and having a very low blood pressure (which happens sometimes high or low no one knows why but that's a dif issue). When this happens or I have a fever, intense dreams are common but this one was so crazy but the emotions were raw and real.


Any ideas what that could have meant? All I can put together is my anger towards those who harm others physically or emotionally but the way I handled it and the latter just doesn't make sense.... and I can't get that last image out of my mind.

Thanks!!

peace

Maybe the man in a white robe could represent someone in your waking life whom you look up to, maybe a father figure even. It could represent being scared of this man, or even ideas he has communicated to you.

Look at the specific objects in your dream : two random people, a pool, a LARGE window, and an older man in white.

The large window could mean various things. Maybe you are broadening your outlook on life and now you arefacing ideas which scare you (the old man.) It could also mean you are experiencing feelings of privacy violation.

Maybe throwing the girl in the pool is symbolic of drowning her in emotion, maybe this girl is yourself and you are taking measures to prevent pain (throwing her in the pool because you were scared) that are actually hurting you.

Think about your relationships with people in regard to this dream, you may find some very interesting things! I hope this helped!

Thank you so much for your reply. Some of that makes sense... I guess I can go into more detail now lol ...

I have french doors in my kitchen that I think were the window in the dream only on the other side of the kitchen and it happened so fast I didn't see detail. But I think that's all it was (not that it means any less) and I have been a bit nervous about those doors at night because there are no blinds and I can't see out.

I know why I attacked the woman who was being verbally abusive. I have an extremely protective nature (especially now being a mother). What I don't get, is why I felt the need to actually kill her and was so afraid even after she was unconcious. Maybe she did represent something I'm mad at myself about but I can't be sure. She was really nothing like me.

As for the man, he didn't look old at all!!! even though he was all white haired and clothed. His mustache and beard were long and thin, I can't be sure of the hair on his head if it was long or medium but definitely not short. The intensity I felt from him was so strong I can't even really explain it, and it's still so real in my head and heart I can still feel it. It was like a hundred million times what (if you can remember, if u experienced this) it felt like to be yelled at harshly by your dad when u were very small and knew you did something wrong... but this was definitely not my dad!!


ok idk if that made it any better ... but if nothing else, it helps to vent

so thanks for reading and reponding!! goodnight