Ok, so I guy I used to date died 2 years ago. I wasn't sad about it or anything for he was truly a tool for evil. As mean and stupid as that sounds, its true. He beat the women he dated, was sexist, and cared about no one but himself. I getting far from the point, but I thought you should know about him before I get to said point and show why I felt no remorse.
2 years ago I asked him, "you know its during these times people share their regrets to those they've hurt. What about you?" I was seriously apathetic towards this guy.
He looked at me and smiled saying, "I regret nothing but the fact I'm dying before you, but I can promise you. . . whatever hell you think I've put you through, I'll come back and make it worse."

I can remember them because I know he was probably going to try and keep that promise. Its been 2 years and a couple of months ago my "familiar" and I  went walking through the woods. A few yards away I felt something pass through me and my whole essence/strength deplete. I fainted before we even reached the steps.

Since then he's been at their house and in my sleep. I'm afraid to sleep for I just know I'll never wake up again. My nightmares consist of me dying. Sure I've had those dreams all my life, but none like these. Some are swift, but his eyes are not of fury or vengeance. They look sad. . . every time he kills me its those eyes that look like he's saying I really regretted what I did to you, but his actions are that of himself after his mother died and eyes of his kind, past self.

Some are not so swift, but long and painful. Making me wake up at all hours of the night screaming/crying/panting and grabbing my chest. I just don't know what to do. I just am to afraid.