Thanks for the quick & informative replies; apologies for me taking so long to say thanks.
Thanks for the analysis Eye_of_Tiger; I'm not sure what the fear of the past maybe exactly, but i've got a fair idea on what the changing my train of thought is about. I've been thinking of changing my attitude to a few things about myself lately so that could be that.
Would thinking of the old School layout be to do with the past too? I still visit the place with how it looks now due to having a little sister who attends, but in the dreams it is always how it was when i was a student - the layout inside, the outside, work on the walls and so on - they are all how i can remember it being on differant points during my years that. I'd guess that is to do with the past and fear of change too?
Nyteshade ~ Thanks for the reply! I've not really 'treated' myself to anything within a few weeks but have been buying for others so spending some time on myself does also ring true in that sense; thanks
Again, thank you both for the replies, truly appriciated ^_^