I dreamt i enter a hugh hall but it was like a church with high celings like the ones in london. But its not a church instead everone was sitting on the floor meditating and it was full. I heard myself saying to someone else that this is the biggest meditation place in the world. infront of me there was an empthy mat..it was for me. I refused to sit as i felt i wasnt worthy enough to sit with them. Them meaning the gurus, babas and all masters who meditated. I wasnt forced instead food was being served.I was asked to help myself but i told them ill get my share once everyone had theirs. Its was vegitarian food. When it was my turn, i was about to dish out the spring roll..when i suddenly woke up (my son was crying). What does this dream mean?

Seems to me that you have been exploring your spiritual side, but you feel that you don't really have the time to explore as much as you would like. I think you are entering a re-evaluation of your life. You are looking at what has been and where you are going.  I think also that maybe you already know what you want inside but there is something obstructing you from going any further, whereas it might be because you are a young mother and putting your family first, or that your commitments are keeping you at the same place as you where before, even though you know you have changed and you know where you want to go.  

If you don't feel you are good enough to be with the gurus, and the babas, then maybe as the dream portrayed for you (you dishing up the food to others), it's probably a good idea to practice some sadhana (selfless service) but the dream is also telling you that your church is absolutely huge and you need to give to yourself first so that you don't find yourself in a stalemate position.  I think this is why you woke up straight after that scene.  I hope this helps and I wish you the best.  Namaste, Beaujolais

Thank you for the interpretation. Its really amazing what dreams can tell you. Your actually 100% right about my life. Your interpretation helps alot, i have just started meditating again and ill stick to it this time.

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