I woke up a while ago 5 minutes to 1:00 AM n don't want to go back to sleep. I had a dream about Alithia my dream mans lady who I envy with a Passion. The dream had an intuitive feel to it. It was scary as hell though to me. I dreamed I was @ a doctors office and heard staff talking to Alithia about complications with her baby in another room. The discussion sounded serious and seemed to continue for awhile. Soon after a nurse was scolding me for being off time with my appt. I questioned it and thought it did not sound right. I rarely am late to appointments but this nurse seemed to feel I was and seemed upset. Soon after I was talking to Alithia and told her she was Aquarius likely and had a sister who passed on. Than it turned traumatic. I started crying and she looked stunned. I felt such trauma and sadness with this situation. I remember hugging her and telling her as well I am keeping it real I have compassion about this but you know when it all boils down to it I Love and want your man sista. The environment turned into a theater setting and I was traumatized but calling out Alithias name. It seemed I was trying to scare her. There was alot of feeling of trauma and extreme sadness in the dream overall. I don't recall any sign of my fantasy man in the dream.

I think in the Occult world around 1:00 AM is the witching hour. I consider myself to be Spiritual. In reality I went to an Astrology group recently in NYC with a few friends and supposebly this Astrologer from the radio in New York City was there n like many men focused on my gorgous and over friendly friend Gabrielle. I did not know him nor trust him but as we left the group @ nite he walked with us and talked about Astrology. He said I am psychic and gifted and I need to nurture my gift and he earns about $200 an hour. I have heard I am psychic and told him it scares me. He sensed fear in me anyway it seemed. I have got alot of wonderful things I wanted in unexpected ways in my life. People have also told I have made predictions long ago that happened like an explosion in Manhattan a year away from 9/11. So I was told as well I predicted stuff that happened but it happened 1 person told me but not exactly as I said. I don't remember what I predicted yrs back. I remember trying to do it but have no recollection of the actual predictions I was later told about.

So as me n my friends were walking in the nite in Manhattan. I talked about fear and not wanting to know about predicting the future and my beautiful friend said the guy could hook me up and I have already predicted things. The Astrologer was somewhat talking about hooking me up. I did not know him nor trust him and left soon after with a friend. I am learning more about Astrology and have guessed a few peoples signs but being psychic scares me. I have to go to a friends get-together tomorrow but am in no mood to sleep after that dream.