i used see dirty toilets in my dream ,it used to make me feel sick .even thinking about makes me feel sick now .
this has come in my dreams more than thrice .
these days i don't get that dream ,yet i would like to know what it means .

Good night, bluebutterfly!

Don't ever be embaressed by a dream - they give us tips and sound alerts as to what whe have to do/change in our daily life.
Dreaming a toilet means you have to let something go in your life, something that is no longer useful for you, that now is just an hindrance in your life. It could be anything, a stale relationship, an old computer, old habits... whatever. You have kept your emotions bottled too long and now they need to be released. You felt repulsion for this obstacle in your dream, and have brought over this feeling in waking life too. I hope you know what that something that needs to be done with is, I am sure you'll feel much better once you have disposed of it in a proper and fitting way.

thanx aelis,i think u r right .
i think i know wat that thing is .guess it was a stale relationship (friendship).it was'nt me who disposed it,it was time .Now we live in different places ,very rarely come in contact with each other . neverthless whenever we meet ,it makes me feel awkard & sad. funny ,am not able 2 completely lose touch with this person . we hav common frens n v get know wats happening in each others lives .so ,i can't completely wipe this out as of now .

i want to heal this relationship .meaning -i don't want to make up or something ,but i want to get rid of the bitterness its left behind.how do i do it ?everytime i think am over it ,i can look at things from different light .something happens to prove me wrong.
is there any symbol in reiki i could use ? am a 2nd degree holder in reiki .help me .

bluebutterfly,

First of all you should cut all the "slilver cords" who tie you to this person (I'll post more about silver cords in the chakra forum)

Once you've done that, I think you should use The Sei-He-Hei (the Emotional/Mental symbol) for clearing, emotional healing, purification and protection.
Draw it and see it go and lodge into your heart and throat chakras, and think "I am clearing and releasing all past issues involved in this relationship". Then draw the Cho-Ku-Rei (the Power symbol) and see it go and lodge into your heart and solar plexus chakra to heal and give strength to your heart and your mental/logical body. Say "I have now cleared and healed all the issues involved in this relationship". This will empower you to terminate the relationship for good and be ready to face whatever may come next.
If you feel you than need more balancing, do one of the chakra clearing exercises that is in the chakra forum.

Do this at least once a day till you feel the need for a it, I think a week will probably do just fine. But it make take longer or less, it depends on your ability to let go. When you no longer feel the need for it, then you have healed. You may even be able to heal yourself in just one sitting - depends on how much reiki you are able to send to your own chakras.
Do let me know if this helps - feedback is always welcome!

Here is the post about the "silver cords" in the chakra forum