Lately before this dream I have dreams with the devil attacking me, I can feel a unseen force sometimes appear as my Dad but then changing form into the devil.  I can feel my stomach being pushed in or something trying to rape me.  As a Hindu I try to chant a mantra to fight the devil but it does not help.
On the day I said to my friend that I might try the church to stop this attacks in my dreams.
In the dream, I am sleeping in my old room, I know I am going to die so I ask angel Gabriel to take me to be judged.  I do not see him but feel being moved from my room and arrive at a great hall.  I ask angel Gabriel that I see Christ before I am judged.  I see Christ and start to cry as I see him appear.  He tells me to place my hands in prayer, as I do this I see my fingers covered in white bandages covered in blood and my feet also covered in bandages with blood.
Christ looks so radiant with short curly red hair, he has a red satin tunic with a emerald green cloak.  As I start to cry too much, he appears to be covered in blood with his tears also as blood.  I wake up from the dream

It is important to ask yourself why do you ask Gabriel to judge you?  Do you feel guilt or remorse over your relationship with your father or with an intimate relationship with someone you had as girlfriend/boyfriend? Did you do something contrary to the beliefs of your religion or how your father brought you up?

It seems that although you are a practising Hindu, you might be struggling with some of the elements in your religion and feel more peaceful with some of the elements in Christianity, solely because Christ has already died for our sins and the judgement of angel Gabriel seems a lot milder than a reincarnation into a lesser being for your next existence on earth. (Note this is just an interpretation and not necessarily the truth...the truth is in your heart!)

You are still a very young person and maybe it would be wise to find a mentor in Hinduism who can help you deal with the issues of karma.  Many Christians also believe in karma but you need to find peace with this in Hinduism.  You are far too hard on yourself and maybe your father was a bit controlling or he judged you sometimes.  That is why you punish yourself sometimes.

Take those harshly spoken words away by trying something different e.g. hypnosis, or meditation etc.  but it seems like you are trying to do this all by yourself.

As Christ is suffering for you in the dream, it may be that you can trust someone who works in religion, or it may be the beginning of you breaking away and finding your own personal growth.  Please do not try to do this by yourself just yet.  You need to make peace with your upbringing first and then move on.

I am sure you are a very good person and you can do with some kinder words right now.

Namaste,
Beaujolais

Did you recently convert to Hinduism? Something like this happened to a girl I knew who converted to Christianity (temporarily) from Hinduism.

This is my own understanding and experience, most cannot be found in books. This is what I observed:

In hinduism, there is a known phenomena called "Stigmata" or Epiphany.

This is when a channel, or a current or old subconscious programming is opened in the mind and there seems to occur a swelling of tissues around hand and face. There is also a  large amount of coagulation of blood in these soft to hardening tissues. Hence this can be a feminine orgasm as opposed to the hardening, swelling and coagulation of blood in the phallus of a male.

Red turns is seen as green in the mind hence an awakening to the sexual and passion responses from the heart.

The moon - or the area of the unconscious becomes quantified into subconscious dreams and programming - naturally looks for a "platform" or "cage" or "programme" to relate or ground to - being the mother - in the conscious living state.

Jesus Christ is the master, or the subconscious programming to Christianity. Unfortunately, Christianity although takes the mind to a fundamental and socialogical "good" point in society- there is also a backlog in the mind of negative feelings etc which is referred to the devil.

The devil is the lower state of mind and ego locked away in the unconscious mind and connecting to the macrocosm of the collective unconscious state of all living organisms that have been before and currently here on earth.

The mantras give the mind a new path to follow. The mantras reconstruct the mind to the programming that is more suitable to your current life journey.

This is the truth.