Thank you for the time and energy you placed into this.

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10 years ago, just after my son was born, I did a foolish thing of having deep hypnosis - with colour coding (no idea what I had done) to improve sexuality, sensuality etc.

I did this just out of curiosity. I understand this was probably tantra lines. I had past lives, present life all compound and learnt how to keep my head just above water.

My dreams are really unusual.

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I am painting three oil paintings at the moment.

The first is a stigmata. The second is a dreamy woman playing a violin around hip-hop cats. The last is a mud bath trying to be perfume bottles etc.

I have also been busy buying second hand goods from garage sales etc and re-vitalising them - beads, dyes, embroidery etc.

So definately the creative side is who I am kissing. This part of me has been dead for about one year.

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Phlegm has been coming off my chest in real life. I have cut down smoking to one a day.

I have started to enjoy music again.

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What is a twin flame?

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I have had no significant dreams since this one. I only remember dreaming in burnt sienna and vandyke brown.

Thanks again

Dear cc,

I am so happy that you have become in touch with your creative side again...  That is probably the reason this dream did not repeat.

As to your Twin Flame, (or Twin Soul), each of us when created as an imortal energy...was created as a 'whole', male and female as one unit.

After this formation, they were split into two beings by the Will of Creator.  Sometimes both these beings were incarnated into fleshly bodies in the Third Dimension, therefore many people actually meet their Twin Flame here in this dimension and recognize them immediately as their 'soul mate'.  But they are not soul mates....

A soul mate is different from a twin flame. Soul mates share a common mission and comparable stage of spiritual development . They come together because they are working on the same type of karma and the same chakra simultaneously. So soul mates have an attraction that is based on the sacred labor and on the path of self-mastery. A soul mate is like the echo of oneself in Matter working at the same task to fulfill a blueprint for Creator.


A Twin Flame will always be of the opposite sex when seperated from the one who is incarnated. (This has nothing to do with physical bodies though...but with the essence of soul.)

(I suspect that when Twin Flames meet on this plane and both were born into the same gender bodies, you find the phenomenon of homosexuality...but this is just my speculation.)

Re-united spiritually with it's other half's Higher Self, the result would be that the whole incarnated being would become assexual...and earthly lust or craving for the opposite sex would diminish, since union is already accomplished on a Higher Level.  This could only happen if one half was born into this dimension and the other half disembodied.  

This is also the reason why 'true' high priests and high priestesses manage to remain celibate without it bothering them.... On a spiritual level, they are complete, are not dependent on human company, nor are subject to the cravings of carnal lust or materialism.

Some of us though, have incarnated alone and our Twin Flame is either still in the Fourth Dimension, or incarnated on another world or is between worlds searching for us.  When such a Twin Flame finds us, it fuses with our Higher Self and we become "well rounded and whole beings" here in this dimension.

As a result of this union, we also become 'assexual' which means we do not have a real need for a physical figure of the opposite sex in our lives, nor do we crave or need intimate encounters with the opposite sex, although being still human we do enjoy it when it does occur.  All we need is fulfilled in our Higher Self, since we have reunited on that level with our own Twin Flame.  We become emotionally self sustainable.

I believe you might be such a person....That may be the reason also that you thought you should 'improve sexuality, sensuality' because perhaps you thought lacking these feelings are not 'normal'. I suspect that actually you are a complete well contained person and needs no one...  When someone enters your life, you will enjoy them, but you do not have a dependency on others.  And there is nothing wrong with that.

Basically you have just 'taken a step up', by having your Twin Soul/Flame  merge with your Higher Self.  Your twin soul will only come to your aid in your dreams or waking mind if there is a part of you which is disbalanced, and then only if your Higher Self cannot deal with it  alone....

Others find this assistance in a physical embodied Twin Flame which they would call a "soul mate" and the expression "he is in my head" or "we are telepathically linked" is often heard by such couples. But again there is a difference between a Twin Flame/Soul, and a Soul Mate. 

Some though never find their Twin Soul or Twin Flame in this life...Those are the ones who will keep on yearning, always missing something or someone from their lives...never really knowing what or who it is and making wrong choices in partners...because the void just doesn't go away until the two are united again...and they tend to always feel unsatisfied and lonely, no matter how many people surround them, or what they do.

For those people I can just say, concentrate on your Higher Self...because the closer you can get to merging with your higher self, the more fulfilled, pure of spirit and whole you will become, and the better chance your Twin Flame (if disembodied) stands to find you, since your Light will shine like a beacon in the Spiritual Realms...

love and rainbows

Raka

Thank you very much Raka.

I skipped the last post by a button, so it still could turn up after this one