Tonight I dreamt the following:

I've visited my ex-girlfriend in a (supposedly her) flat. We talked a little bit, but I felt no kind of relationship for her. In other words, no love no more. Well, I left and found myself in a house with an elevator in the middle of stairs, round stairs. For a reason I wanted to get back to her, but did not find the right appartment. I ran up and down, looked at many doors, but could not remember her number. Then I thought, "wait, she does not even live HERE". I was in the wrong house. Nevertheless I tried and tried. Again I thought to myself, "Hello, she does not live here".

I do not know if I became partly lucid in the dream thus realizing she doesn't live in that house I am looking for her or if this has some deeper meaning, like 'you've been together with her, left her and now you want to get back to her but you will not find a way back to her. The place where you're looking for her is the wrong one.'

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So much of my dream. The last week I had used Reiki to heal the carmic band between us. Now, to my understanding, this means you are clearing thoughts that may be between yourself and somebody held in dear. ok, when I did this I felt my heart burning for a moment and then having sincere feelings of love towards her. I had love-ache for about 4 days, where I wanted to be with her again and hardly awaiting her to return home. She's not in Europe - where I live - at the moment. Every time she left the continent I missed her. This time I had the feeling she misses me too, after "blondeeagle" ( a forum member ) gave me the hint.
It may be that we have now resolved some issues we had with each other. There is no pain in my heart when I think of her, even though I feel stinged right now in my heart when writing of her.
I do not much feel anymore I want to be with her. Yesterday I met somebody I love (in a platoic sense) and who likes me too very much. In my mind I had the desire to wait for my former girlfried to arrive back home and meet her with an open heart. I wanted to see what happens. Then, tonight, I got this dream. And thoughts that she may love me, but do not want to be with me anymore.
What do you mean, dear reader?
How do you interpret this dream?

Regards,
Matthias

Houses at times stand for your own soul. Looking for a house stands four soul-searching, which is in fact what you have been doing trying to ascertain your own feelings towards her. If it is a "home" as well as a physical house, as a flat is (it implies being lived, loved and cared for) it's your basic needs that ask to be solved. Not finding a house may indicate that you are not feeling to grounded right now. Being on a lift implies your desire to rise above your issues, and the stairs help you to reach high levels of understanding. If the stairs are spiral, it stands for a journey of rebirth.

So I think it is a good dream to have - you are changing, walking on a spiritual path and your advancing has helped you to make peace with her, which was a basic need for you. Making peace has stimulated a surge of love feelings, and this has helped you to be more grounded again. Then I think that you have partly solved the problem yourself. By healing your heart with Reiki you have solved your part of the problem. Despite what happens next, whether you two get together again or each one follows its way, (that will pretty much depend on her now) you have healed a part of your life. You may try to send her Reiki and see if this helps her to cope with her side of the issue and help her to heal too.

Thanks aelis for your kind answer. Thank you for your interpretation.

I am changing. Thats definite. If houses are a symbol for the own soul, I should add that it was a kind of house that holds many apparments. It is not a house where a family or two lives. Maybe that makes a difference.

Time after Time I discover how much of my real Self has been buried beneath issues, sorrows and the like.
I'm almost embarrassed by my "stripping".

Regards,
Matthias