Hi Libby
Libby is fast asleep! - and snoring!! lol I'm feeling much better than this time last week. Not a lot has changed about my situation but I'm feeling more positive that it will work out OK.
I am feeling a connection with you on some sort of level!

I'm so glad I could help you even just a little.
Do you know yr mandalas are the same sorts of shapes that I have 'doodled' in the past. I loved the colours too so not sure if that signifies something?
I don't know if it's jus tmy character or something else, but I have always felt 'something'. I don't know if Im to be an Angel or Guide but that would be an honour Im sure. Maybe I just like helping me and I do know that I've always been fairly perceptive of people.
I also know that Im coming to a realisation soon. Not sure what it is or what form or what aspect but it's coming. I can feel it in my bones! lol is that wierd?
I had a thought that yr husband is one of the causes of how yr feeling but didn't want to say too much. Please don't feel pressured by him to do everything or the right thing all the time. Intimidation or manipulation, in any form, is not a good thing in a relationship.
I hope you can smile a little and maybe stand a little taller and prouder for all that you are and all that you will be. You are a great person with a great gift! Don't let anyone tell you different.
Now I shall get off my soapbox and go and do my dishes and get Libby's stuff together for tomorrow - and then bed! Is it any wonder I have such peaceful, deep sleeps.
Rest well friend!