| gauloise82 wrote: |
Hello. I has the army. I miss a procession and a meal. I find myself feet naked in mud. My lieutenant comes to see me and says to me that I will take 85 days of prison. Not average of him to speak. I cry and I cry. A buddy comes to see me while crying, I say to him, I make a depression. And him answer me, ah it is true. Philippe  |
the army symbolizes a rigid sense of routine and regularity.
missing a procession and meal you are anticipating something soon to happen that you dread and that makes you nervous
or you know that no change or happiness will come soon and that makes you tense
your feet symbolize how well you are grounded in reality... in the mud seems to say you are stuck because of emotional hang ups that cloud the way you see reality and make you see it through emotional fears and bad feelings.
Then leuitenant tells you that you will be in prison for 85 days
The symbolism of 8 + 5 = 13, 1 + 3 = 4
4 is a routine regimen of work but without the profitable vibration that 8 brings...
I can see how you would dread this. You must be dreading something and maybe you feel guilty about something but you feel it is hopeless and you are stuck and there is nothing you can do to change it.
it may be that you need to reach out to someone who can help you. a woman maybe or a sensitive friend who cares and will listen and who you can cry to. whatever is troubling you - you need to cry. you should let it out with tears and hugs and experience the depth of the emotion.
this will help you get out of the situation you are stuck in. if not in real life then it will help you out of the emotional rut of depression that you are stuck in.