2/15/07 at 2:15 a.m. - as written in my dream journal with grammar corrections made as I transcribed to this posting.

I dreamt of the God and Goddess with Pan, the Greek God. Also, the masculine presence I often feel when I dream was present but unseen. This unseen masculine presence was taling to me periodically, saying things I could not understand. I was getting confused.

The male God resembled the Horned One, or Cernunnos. The Goddess with long blond hair sat to the Horned One's left. I realized the Goddess was telling me things about myself as the Horned One watched me intently. I did not accept the things she said about me easily. I felt like a child before her mother being chastised. Both Deities felt stern and severe and I could not think of what I had done to receive their disapproval. I looked around me in all directions as if I would find the answer floating on the air around me and my intuitive mind would perceive the reason floating in the energy around the three of us.

Behind me to my left was the familiar masculine presence. This masculine presence felt angry and irritated with me, possibly frustrated about something. I remember thinking, "I do not want it to be like this." Again, I began looking around me, this time repeating the question, "What is happening to me?"

Suddenly in front of me and to the left side of the Goddess, the Greek God Pan appeared jovial yet mocking as he danced around in front of me. I knew it was Pan because of his unique appearance: horns, long brown shaggy hair and hindquarters like a goat yet with features of a man from torso to face. He danced proudly around. I was thoroughly confused and silently inquired my psyche, "Why is Pan here in my dream? What's going on?"

Pan proceeded to strut around and laugh at me. Perhaps at my confusion and mounting fear? He was grinning wide, saying things my mind did not grasp - although I heard the sound of his voice the words did not register in my mind. (Then, I remembered in Fall 2005 I saw a vision of Pan in an open meadow within a forest on a mountain foothill near my house as I had gone on my morning walk earlier than usual that day. I recall the awe I felt deep inside as I admired his beauty, virility and prowess. At that time I was seeking a quest to find my god and goddess identities. I believed seeing the vision of Pan was an answer to my quest, which I had forgotten in recent months).

Pan's dancing, grinning and laughing combined with this familiar male energy (of a male friend) was causing me to become scared. Yet I spoke more boldly than I may have actually been, "What is this about?"

That familiar masculine voice (who I had not heard in year) replied irritably with a hint of sarcasm, "Just giving you what you wanted." I responded but cannot recall what I said except it was confused about why this dream felt so significant. I have no clue. Lost. So lost.
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Anyone with any experience or knowledge of dreaming about the Horned One and the Goddess along with Pan? I have been researching the Internet furiously since yesterday morning and cannot find a single reference to dreams involving Pan, or the God and Goddess. Any help is very much appreciated.