girlfriend, first of all i'm sorry about yr loss. what a horrible horrible thing to endure. the dream is yr body's release. when trauma is experienced we must express and release it in someway; if supressed it will eventually push its way out sometimes resulting in serious illness. you're subconscious is healing itself and dreams are one way we actually connect to our subconscious.  u dreamed of the house u grew up in because its yr home and will always be, its the picture imprinted in yr soul. dont be shaken or disturbed by it. accept it, understand that it was a small part of healing that u needed to get through and allow it to pass. perhaps something deep down  needed to consciously deal with or accept. dont spend energy working yourself up over the sybolism of something that was intended to get let out.

thank you piie55. i think you and taurusgemini429 are both right. and thank you everyone for your help. and renee.....you are very intuative and everything you said makes so much sense. thank you for everything. by the way renee. i have a friend who is a wiccan, her name is renae. she also interprets dreams a little. i let her read what you had wrote and she was amazed. she thinks you did a wonderful job also.

thank you, you are an inspiration, these words mean a lot to me as i am new at this.

thank you so much

You are very welcome and I meant every word of it. I hope you don't ever forget your talents. You can help many people. I hope you continue to do so.

Here is a new one for you Renee.

So, I am back in that house. I was in the back bedroom goin to sleep because I was sick. I fell asleep. Iw oke up in the middle bedroom sleeping on the floor. I felt something poking me in the back. I moved a found that I was laying on a buch of wire clothes hangers. I also noticed I was useing an old couch cusion as a pillow. I remember thinking "Who moved me?" The Crystal, my step sister, walked in. All of a sudden we got into a fight. I started banging her head against the floor. I don't know why I attacked her. Then I stopped. Still sitting on top of her, I turned my head and looked at my surroundings. Then I looked back at her and saw it was my mom. I got off of her and she told me she was goin to the store and asked if I wanted anything. I told her no. Then I told her I was sick. I told her to be careful and I loved her. She walked out and down the hall. The I looked back at the room again.

That is where I woke up. This one was also disturbing. I don't understand it. I can see myself  attacking Crystal because sure I am angry with her. But why did she turn into my mom? And what is with the wire clothes hangers? It is odd how some details I remember clearly but some I don't. I think it is only the important ones that I remember. I don't kow. If you can help Renee I would be so Appreciative.