| newbeginnings507 wrote: |
ok so here goes. i had this dream that was very disturbing to me. i am curiousis to what it mean.
i was in the house my mother was killed in which is also the house i grew up in. i was in the front of the house in a little room with crystal(my stepsister whom i dont talk to anymore) and avery( my cousin on my moms side) and he was smoking a crack piipe and asked me to light it for him. so i reached over a picked up a sparker thing for a kerosene heater and was going to when all of a sudden i heard a loud *kaboom*. i walked down the halllway to the back of the house to see what it was. the back bedroom that tony (the man who raised me as his daughter and also the man who murdered my mother) had turned into a getaway for himslr had blown up. i could see outside. i walked to the bathroom and saw that about a foot around the toilet the floor was missing but the toilet was still standing. i walked out side where i saw tony pull up in the driveway. i went over to the car and he said get in we have to pick your mom up from work so i got in the drivers seat and preceeded to back out of the driveway when tony2 and lisa(uncke and his wife i no longer talk to) pulled up. they got out of the car and asked me what was going on cause they heard the noise from their house which was like 20 mile away. so i explained and then we wwalked around the side of the house to look at the damage. the trees were blown down and there were pieces of wood laying everywhere. then we walked inside to assess the damage more. i pointed out that there was a big crack that went all the way down the hallway. then we looked at the back room. i followed them to the bathroom where i pointed out that the toilet could still be used but you had to be careful.
this is where i woke up. i am curious is to what this means. [/code] |
Ok, let us be objective and analyze the images. You remember this dream in great detail and the story makes sense chronologically - this one is important!
The front of the house is where people can enter. The house is you. The front is also your conscious mind. The back is your subconcious.
In feng shui practices the toilet is an inauspicious part of the home. Many who practice feng shui even have a mirror as the cover of their toilet and keep it closed. I keep a mirror on my bathroom door and keep it shut. It points directly at my roomate's room - I thought it was good for the house and especially her if the bathroom's negative sucking energy were not pointed into her recharging cell (bedroom).
Anyway - your commentary on this "gateway to himslr" made me curious so I googled it. I thought maybe you were Polish for some reason because of the language and if you are I imagine this is what you meant:
[quote]Reference source - Wikipedia:
"The Gleiwitz incident was a staged attack on 31 August 1939 against the German radio station Sender Gleiwitz in Gleiwitz, Upper Silesia, Germany (since 1945: Gliwice, Republic of Poland) on the eve of World War II in Europe.
This provocation was one of several actions in Operation Himmler, a Nazi Germany project to create the appearance of Polish aggression against Germany, which would be used to justify the subsequent invasion of Poland."
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So... we have analyzed these symbols. Let us now analyze the crack...
You say you found it noteworthy to point out to them the crack led down the hallway... I imagine from back (subconscious - what you are unaware of) to front (conscious - the things you are aware of)
Then you also said - you can use the toilet if you are careful...
Maybe this image is why one interpretation suggested you still communicate with the source of disaster in your life and that you try to salvage that relationship. I did not feel that this was the case. I believe you followed in a later post to say you do not talk to any of these people. That seems more accurate.
Now maybe the toilet represents all you have left from the damage? Strangely all that you have left and what you are using carefully is this one place you can go to and dispose of the negativity in your life.
I think this toilet is a mental image of where you go when you encounter any new sadness in life.
Also people say to you to forgive him etc. Maybe this voice from you was the voices of those who tell you to forgive him and ignore the HUGE GAPING crack in the floor....
I am not sure what life was like with him and I can not even imagine how hard this event must have been. This was truly a crack in your foundation. An eruption in your home. Often I have to consult my dream encyclopedia to gain more understanding of the dream then it dawns on me. I am going to do this for this dream...
Thank you for sharing this dream with us - I will continue my analysis after I have studied the images more and then do something else and then it will come to me. I am very good at this. I think there are often a few layers as well. The deeper more probing ones and the ephemeral current events type ones. I always aim to analyze the deeper ones but the current issues ones usually poke into my mind too. I will offer my suggestion to what I think maybe triggerred the dream as well when I analyze the deeper issues it might be telling you to confront.
~ Renee |
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what has been can not be changed* still with it* we are today* but if you don*t like what you are today~~you can always make it different~~*cause after all~there is no charge* for smilling :D and that*s a very good beginning~~my opinion is that you should get in contact with the people from that dream and that just because of the lesson you have to pass*~its good to know that we all have individual* lifes*~but quite the same needs*~~be happy that you have that* life~~you and your mam* are always connected at a special*level* so...don*t let the material disturb you too much from the real meanings of life~~~~~That with the toilet I find it very funny**because its exactlly the inner~voice* telling you how to solve your problems~~in the toilet with them~ 
ehh~~not to learn..*cause its in us~~~always~~~love is always in us and through us goes further. Of course there are a lot of things you should read about for a more clear information ;) forget the doctors~~~you are your best one* check google~~for informations about karma, reincarnation :D you will be pleased surprised~~~~~Wish You the Best******
