Hello, my name is Cruz.  I am very new to Spirituality as a whole, and only recently have I opened myself up to what is beyond the Physical. My entire life seemed to be surrounded by unexplainable events and situations... as of late they have started making sense and so now I seek out support hoping to find answers and points of views that can further expand my energy.

I have always had very vivid dreams, and for a while I thought they were simply nightmares from watching too many TV shows or having an over active imagination. A few months ago I started having this recurring dream...

My body lay in a dark room with mirrored walls, on a medical bed attached to monitoring devices and IVs. I was outside of my body, circling it... watching and waiting for something to happen. Suddenly my attention was averted to a group of people in lab coats entering a viewing room on the otherside of the wall. Out of the group of people, one i couldnt see the face or features... it was somehow blurry and i couldnt tell if it was a man or woman or either... but i felt this feeling of love everytime my attention came to it. The Blurred person put its hand on the viewing window and whispered "Just keep holding on, I promised you i would bring you back" ... and one of the other people started talking.

"He is starting to uncover things about himself... about his past too. He is starting to know he is dreaming... yet we cant find a way to wake him up. Im sorry, he is going to have find out on his own... thats the only way he ll wake up. "

THe Blurred person started crying. "I need you, we need you... I'll reach out to you in any way I can... all you have to do is remember your name... " The person kept saying something i didnt understand...and then everything went black.

I woke up from this dream many times crying and upset.  Then a few weeks ago when the dream ended and everything went black I heard a voice tell me "The name of the Crystal Key is also the name of the Blurred person" and when i woke my arms were outstretched like i was reaching for the sky.

At this point I was so confused and scared... i had to tell someone. A Co-worker from work i told this story to smiled and said. "Cruz, you're looking at this all wrong... its not a scary thing. Its a good thing. The IVs you see are like ancient spirits trying to feed and sustain you... its a way to tell you need to connect to people and energies that are going to bring you back from this sleeping state you are in. And the person you cant identify in your dream YOU. Its the parts of you that you havent become yet or connected with. YOu cant see it because you havent realized those sleeping parts of you... Its like a flame, blow out the flame and relight it and ask the flame if it is the same flame as before... it will say yes, and no. It is the old flame, but also a new flame as well.. its both."

The next day i had this strong drive to walk into this local rock shop and i instantly felt this strange burning desire to buy a Black tourmaline bracelet. The second i put it on i felt unafraid of everything that had happened... my dreams, my fears, my future, my past... everything GONE. That night i bought this crystal that i also felt drawn to. A Lemurian Seed Laser... When the crystal arrived in the mail I slept with it... and so many things came to me that i still dont undestand.

I woke up with strange thoughts in my head... i knew that this Seed crystal was a key to unlock doors i had closed and unlock doors of other peoples hearts. I felt this new feeling... energy seemed to be all around me, my three protection tattoos i had got the year before seemed to make sense and seemed to be in a whole new light. I kept learning more and more online from other people and also from my dreams... i found my name... my Healer name i guess "Zavii"came to me.

Ever since then I have done protection circles for people who felt compelled to come to me for help. People started commenting on how clear and energetically i spoke now, and how they felt at easy in my presence. My life... has changed. This Lemurian Seed and Tourmaline have never ever left my side since the day i got them. I am starting to see that i am a Healer... i am starting to see ways to comfort people... im starting to see new things about myself every day, everytime i touch the lives of other people i feel new energys moving about inside me.

But so far I have been alone... I havent met anyone who can really relate to healing with crystals and energy. I still seek a teacher, a guide... even comments from other crystal healers would help me grow. Please let me know what you think, even though I only recently learned SO MUCH about myself and others... i feel i have only just begun on a journey to understanding my path, and the doors i could unlock with the key i was so blessed to have.

I noticed no one has replied to your post as of yet, and I wanted to tell you I know how it feels to have such a healing power. I am also a healer and new to spirituality. Though I am not a crystal healer, I would say that with my new found love for crystals I shall be using them and their energies to help along the way. I know what its like to have ppl drawn to you, as it has been like that for me for many years, since I was a teen.

My best advice for you to start off is to always, always be sure to take care of yourself. Helping others can be draining and emotionally exhausting.

So glad to have seen your post and brightest blessings to you, Cruz!

Chrissy